Just Today

Well,Here I sit. Electric turned off. Yes, I paid the bill. Seems that the wires coming off the pole don't have enough insulation and when the wind blows they touch together. This creates an interesting fireworks spectacular. The Electric company should have it fixed very soon. I hope so. I bought steaks for the grill and also am going to make spinach salad. The kids won't like it,but its almost my favorite. I just thought I would drop this little item into the blog. I know that somewhere out there I have few readers,even if it is mostly people that know me. Doesn't matter. Anyway, please remember that I have to pay the bills......

The Way of Things

Sometimes things just spiral out of control. A friend of mine was arrested at work, by the FBI. Sounds really awesome until, you know me...and my friend. Yes, it appears he made some very bad threats towards the facility director and the chief of what is called police. I should know, because before my knee wore out I was one of those police. I will tell you that this chief of Police is a complete (EXPLETIVE DELETED). he has been written up for harrassing, intimidating, and making fun of the (injured) officers. This gentleman's actions show the world that he does not deserve the position he has been placed in. I also have to say that everyone should have a safe environment to work in. Everyone's work environment should be free of threats. Even the (EXPLETIVE DELETED) that is in charge of the Police service.

I believe,seriously believe that mentally Former Officer****** just snapped. TOO MUCH ABUSE. I have tolerated mistreatment at the whim of this chief and am very thankful to Jim ******** MSW and some Ativan (given to me sublingual) or maybe it would have been me the FBI carted out.

The Rain

Good morning to everyone. It is saturday morning here. I have been awake for a litte while, drinking coffee. I am pretty sure that my son is downstairs playing a game on the computer. Dog is watered and the cat is eating.

The business update for the day...lots of traffic with few conversions. I am still within the projected/normal ratio's. I guess I can't complain. I suppose I am just in a big hurry. I see ads all the time to earn 50k a month within hrs. I just don't see it. Slow and steady...that is the way it goes. It is time for me to move along,enjoy my coffee and watch the rain. As usual please remember that I have to pay the bills...

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My Coffee

It is very early here. I am up and about to start getting ready for work. I am enjoying a nice cup of coffee. I can here the sounds of the house..my stepson's radio and the meow of the cat. Life is simple and good. I have read my email, and looked at the stats of my on line business..slow and steady. Usually more slow than steady, but that is another story.

Today will be a day like many others.Work,dinner, and then famly time. Yeah, I know that i haven't written anything profound or offered anything for free lately. That is at my other sites. This one is becoming just about my words and thoughts. Hope everyone likes it. Anyway, it is time for me to hit the shower...everyone please remember that I have to pay the bills.....

A Beautiful Day

Today was another Beautiful Day. Today I was sad. I remember all of those I have left behind. I remember those I have seen killed and want so desperately for them to experience the sunshine I saw today. I am sitting right here, right now, and can hear my wife and kids. That is a joy those I left behind will never know. She who shall remain nameless and I went to see Sylvia Brown. Ms Brown talks about temples on the other side and life after death. I certainly want her to be right. I want to face these people and tell them all of the things I should have. I want them to know that I didn't choose to stay. It seems as if one of us just got lucky. I stayed behind..I drank to much,partied to hard, didn't care enough, and laid waste to almost every life I touched. That really isn't me, or at least it didn't used to be. I look back now and am not overly proud of the things I have done. I see huge holes in my memory and sometimes wonder WHY am I here in this Living? Hell.

She who shall remain nameless loves me, and for the life of me I don't understand why. By the same token, I really love her. She puts up with me, and maybe even understands. OK, enough rambling. It is time to return to life. Someday, I will see all of those I am writing about tonight. I sure hope so. For those of you that know me, please smile and pretend that you read this and understand. For those of you that don't know me, I might be right beside you. Be kind to each other. Love your spouse. Teach the children. Do it for those that were left behind.

Tonight, I am not paying the bills. I am paying homage, to those that were left behind.

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Just another Monday

Well,today was just another Monday. I worked and hated it. The internet items are on the upswing. Slowly...that is the way I planned it. Nothing really spectacular the past couple of days. We have about decided to go on a cruise for vacation(our's not the one with the kids). Spring is here and Summer is approaching quickly. I am looking forward to home grown tomatoes. Ripe with salt is just fine with me. Any way, everybody remember that I still have to pay the bills... so click something....

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She Who Shall Remain Nameless

Many people have asked about She Who Shall Remain Nameless. The link directly below this has a picture of her at our weddiing in Hawaii. Isn't she beautiful. Yes, I know there are several pictures and you don't know which one she is. Keeps her from being mad at me. OH, by the way todays sign off is different...please remember that I LOVE MY WIFE